Dating nowadays is a joke. You have to act like you don't care, wait hours to reply, pretend you're not too interested just so they don't think you're too available. God forbid you actually like someone and show it. It's not love anymore, it's all mind game.
Give yourself some extra love right now. You been dealing with so much and thuggin it out no matter how tough life gets. You going through shit nobody sees. You deserve peace too.