In elementary school when we would have read out loud to the class from the textbook I would literally count the kids in front of me and figure out what section I was reading so I could practice it before it got to my turn & I think that’s where my anxiety started.
My boyfriend is genuinely my best friend. Not like the oh we’re dating so we’re forced to be friends type relationship but like the I wouldn’t wanna joke around and do dumb stuff with anyone else type of thing. He’s my person.