@macxidy It's good you recognise the "What if" thoughts aren't helpful. It's been 10 years for me and they still pop up from time to time, but yeah I remember it being nonstop back when it was fresh
Hope you're doing as well as you can at least <3
I am of course on the sky blue website too. Cool people can find it if they haven't already.
I wanna be more active on there than I am on here, but eeeeeh, we'll see