@mdsykes7 since nobody else gets it… I’M SCARED TO GET CLOSE.. AND I HATE BEING ALONE, I LONG FOR THAT FEELING, TO NOT FEEL AT ALL.. THE HIGHER I GET, THE LOWER I’LL SINK, I CAN’T DROWN MY DEMONS, THEY KNOW HOW TO SWIM… fucking love that song!!!
Depression is a bitch and can lead to other unhealthy mental thoughts or even actions... reach out to your friends and let them know you’re there for them..