i really hate that fact i can't handle my bloody social anxiety even looking for job sound like hell in my ears ... "its only job what possible can hurt me?" my deadass when say that with confidence but end up shaking nd scared asf AARRYYYGHHHG i need money
I think Twitter has become a safe place to vent at least for me, right now. Even though this happened months ago, it still lingers in a way that’s hard to forget.
And maybe that’s what hurts the most—not just what they said, but realizing that the space I thought was safe… never really was.
Even now, a part of me still hesitates to open up again. Because what if it happens all over again?