getting into lolita again was the best decision ever. for the first time in a while, i started to feel more comfortable in my body. itโs impossible to feel ugly in a big dress. everyone deserves to feel like a princess
iโm thankful that i have others to keep me grounded, so im not stuck in some depression holeโฆbut even the smallest expectations fill me with dread. i am lacklustre at best and a sitting rock at my worst. ugh
i get so easily exhausted that i canโt move. and then the anxiety that makes it so i canโt sit still, so i must fix everything all at once, hits me all at once. i try my hardest to wrap up loose ends and get on top of things, but itโs never for myself. itโs only to satisfy others
itโs hard having mental illness and being very very aware of how i inconvenience others. i wish i was more capable and clear-headed. i promise im trying
itโs hard having mental illness and being very very aware of how i inconvenience others. i wish i was more capable and clear-headed. i promise im trying