here’s your reminder that unless someone explicitly told you with their words they are upset with you, there is no need for you to worry yourself sick. you have no mental or emotional obligation to people who do not communicate with you. no matter how much you love them
losing people makes you realize life is short, and these mundane daily tasks we get so hyper fixated on - honestly don’t matter five or even ten years from now. value the people that uplift you, and remember everything else is minor in the grand scheme of things.