Definetly resentment. Anger is quick & unstable (kind of like being drunk, you sober up at some point). Resentment lingers, it’s slow & very creepy. You can physically feel it.
Resentment is dark.
Hating your half siblings because they represent your mom's heartache, but adoring your father, the actual source of everyone's heartache, is called what?
I’m FOREVERRRR praying that i get my fairytale ending... the financial freedom, the friends, the family, the peace, the love… just everything that i truly and genuinely deserve 🫶🏽