My last relationship really opened my eyes. Going back again and again doesn’t mean anything will change. You can love harder, be more patient, give chance after chance, pray on it, wait on potential, and still end up right back where you started. Same problems. Same excuses. Same patterns. Same disappointment. I learned that effort doesn’t fix what someone refuses to change.
Cutting people off feels different now. It’s not anger, it’s grief. Like dang… I really wanted you here, but your actions showed me I’m not safe with you.
I highly recommend you find yourself a clingy (healthy) lovey dovey partner who's super excited about you. Life is too short to spend it with someone who act like showing love is a chore.