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mdni! ✮ bmi 16something

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

finished ballet

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

Need

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

icb how big i have become 😟😟😟 two days b/p free though

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

the way I’m finally in my dream career but my disorder is sabotaging it

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

@kami5978 yeah unless it’s a herbal tea, it’ll always come with milk here

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

i’m so sad i gained weight before going to pisa…my pics could’ve looked so good

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

@kami5978 @aeskcall because of the milk (🇬🇧)

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

I drunk so much cider last night I’m so stupid all those calories

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

How stupid would i be to b/p with fresh lip fillers (incredibly so)

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

@dinocoffeequeen vodka and gin

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

Worked a 14.5 hour shift…in heels..that better have burnt a decent amount of calories omfg

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

I’ve made it 😍

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

And it helps me have a reason to reject food and hopefully stear away from this horrific b/p cycle im in

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

i’ve got to become a vegan again i feel so much disgust and guilt eating dairy and trying out meat i wish i never tried meat a few months ago :(

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

need to wake up to fly to Italy in less than 3 hours but instead i’m binging and purging

[steph🍁🍂 @StephStarves]

THIS! I’ve canceled on so many plans because of the post-binge bloat

[𝜗𝜚 Violet @tinypinkrose]

average night trying to sleep while starving yourself

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

terrified to get back on the scale

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

@ceraph1m Gosh I don’t feel it but thank you, I will🥲

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

Felt so disgustingly big in my bikini so logic dictates i had to b/p

[yukhachi🧃is watching jjk @yukazcals]

unfortunately the ‘i was miserable at my lw’ doesn’t work for me i genuinely was at my happiest and most confident. and i’m not even being delusional 😭

[ཐི lara ཋྀ @tencaljelly]

And to make it worse I’m here for a work trip and yet still purging . What’s wrong with me