The Wind

wind please take this feeling to nowhere 🌬️

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#134
This is note to myself:
Take care of your body first, it will be easier to love yourself while you're doing it. Knowing all your flaws, you don't have to wait until the moment you love yourself to take care of your body.

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#162
I wonder why he keeps adding my job after calling me darling. Wonder if he still loves me without my job

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#161
Meeting you was my dream, and I need to wake up now.

[The Wind @tenderthought]

And I enjoyed it a lot. Thank you my Mr gaze. Now or then this will happen, we're ready for this at the first place aren't we? Let's be normal friends from now on. Let's make it clear Mr gaze. Thank you.

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#160
I am clumsy and I overthink a lot.

[The Wind @tenderthought]

It'll always hurt when you bring up your ex, I thought I'll get used to it by time. But ironically time didn't change it, it hurts and it'll still hurts for me to hear anything about your ex. But this fool human always fall at same hole. We found another topics to discuss and

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#159
It's not healthy isn't? Should we end it? I hate to think about it, wish I never loved someone whom I can't reach. Wish I never care too much about you. Wish I never missed you.

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#158
You did nothing wrong, so don't blame yourself for taking my time if you ever thought that. You don't have to blame yourself and take responsibility by saying those words full of disappointing tone. You're my comfort place, you recharged me, we laughed, you were my happiness

[The Wind @tenderthought]

You still don't know, you've no idea now what's wrong with me what's wrong with us.

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#157
I wonder.. is that being selfish if I said I just want you to listen, that doesn't mean you know everything, you don't have to act like that, you don't have to let out disappointment words, that voice, you have no idea what I was facing that time, you didn't know.

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#156
At one point that I still don't know, that you still don't know why it hurts me, that point when I thought you'll understand me. You tried to understand me, you did your best to understand me, someone who doesn't even understand herself. I'm sorry.

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#155
And I don't know since when we were started to care more about each other, it grows, I realized it, I knew it, and let it grows.

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#154
I don't know if you knew it or no. But you were the only one I can talk to about everything, like the worst, deepest, sadness, and you were the only comfort place for me to being shameless, being me, silly, that's all just bcz of you, your reaction was light and comforting.

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#153
Again, I put hope, I expected too much on you.

[The Wind @tenderthought]

#152
I wanted to scream, I wanted to venting out it all, but I'm sure no one would like to hear it.