aggie aka Agatha

once in slumber, i awoke

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

the SEO novel i wrote on twitter between 2015 and 2020-ish was destroyed when i deleted my account, and then someone else took my username. who tf thinks of ‘tendrilwise’ as anything? but i got it back recently. the name, not my micro-written novel

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

until then, i’ll visit the streets of paris all by myself

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

& one day maybe i will have some form of love in the physical world

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

Venus is my fave

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

Venus makes me happy every single time she’s around

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

i love VENUS

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

i feel better now—open heart wise

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

something is clawing at me, making it difficult to keep my heart open

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

take me back to that place where i was able to see love everywhere

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

i woke wanting more love

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

but i also woke nervous to share this with the world because i don’t want anything to steal or ruin this goodness

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

i woke daring to hope the man i’ve been dreaming about has been holding me

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

i woke daring to hope

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

i woke feeling like i had been held in the night

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

i woke able to see God everywhere again

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

i woke with an open heart

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

i woke believing love will find me

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

bitter comes before abject terror which cones before bitter which comes before abject terror which comes before bitter

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

i woke unable to close my eyes against the truth of hell, which is where we live

[aggie aka Agatha @tendrilwise]

i woke paralyzed