kierstin.ashley

auntie. teacher. survivor. 10/01/17 #rt91harvest #countrystrong #vegasstrong

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

When I last posted I was at one of my lowest of lows. A lot has changed since then, but then again, a lot hasn't. I'm 19 weeks pregnant. I havent had "mom" on my list of life goals since I was 19. I still don't know if it's what I want.

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

🤷‍♀️😊

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

It's been 2 weeks. 2 very long, very hard weeks. I've lost 12 lbs. I sleep for no more than 5 (very broken) hours a night. I struggle to stay focused at work, at home. I feel lost everyday. I just wish you wanted me back.

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

Having a day. A complete shit show of a day. And I'm still in the shower. Fuck.

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

Can a girl just catch a break? Damn this shit sucks.

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

This song hits me hard. Every time. Even after nearly 15 years! #dmb #alwaysandforever

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

@yuenglingbeer thank you for being supportive during this time of need #betterthanahusband #nashvillesnowday #yuenglingbeer

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

I may not deserve a whole lot. But I deserve a whole lot more than this. #someday #thumbsup #shouldershrugs #datingsucks

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

No tequila tears. But definitely wishing I had someone to come home to 🤷‍♀️👍 #thumbsup #shouldershrugs

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

I thought it was just me 🤷‍♀️

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

I wish I could wear my sunglasses all day.

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

@KelseaBallerini @halsey holy shit. the other girl. 🔥😍

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

Well, tonight should be fun 🙄

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

I wish I had all the answers. Wish I knew how to fix what I know is broken.

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

I'm over dating. It's annoying. You either want to spend time together or you don't. It shouldn't be this hard. Rawr.

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

Guess today is as good as any to start watching the Star Wars movies 🤷‍♀️ #latetotheparty #starwars

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

Finally fell asleep and now I've been up since about 815. Yay me!

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

Why hello there 4 am, my old friend 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

Woo hoo. 3 am. #iwannasleep

[kierstin.ashley @tequilameplease]

How is it 2 am?! Why am I awake?