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running it back i guess
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🩵 any prns 🩵
🚫 mdni!!! 🚫

[🐬 @tequilas0da]

🐬 hello here is my intro post 🐬

✖️ late 20s
✖️ any pronouns
✖️ #drunkorexic + #stonerexic

have been on and off edtwt since ~2017, lost count of how many relapses its been since then

currently bmi 21
goal somewhere around bmi 18

#edtwtㅤ #edrtwt

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feeling very sad today i keep randomly crying and im missing my ex really bad i miss having someone be loving towards me :((((

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rly hoping it was a one time thing bc like i cant even afford to go to the doctor rn

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ok so i think i was having low blood sugar yall which is rly scary to me i hate having health issues of any kind >_<

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like yes im hungover but i dont rly ever throw up or have stomach issues from drinking so like wtf. and now i feel exhausted and my heart is pounding and idek if i should eat more or if thats making it worse ugh

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bruh idek what just happened to me i was watching a movie eating my taco bell and all the sudden just got so disoriented and thought i was gonna have a panic attack then immediately got up and threw up all the food i just ate even tho my stomach wasnt hurting at all??

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@girl251630 im hungover as shit and it was hot as balls out too i really felt like i had reached another plane of enlightenment

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giving major fatty vibes rolling up to the taco bell drive thru at 5pm in pajama pants and last nights makeup still on my face

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immediately after posting this the employee handed me my soda and i tried to sip it and the lid wasnt on all the way and i spilled all over myself

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fuck it im ordering taco bell getting high and watching movies all day

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im so fucking fat and i miss my stupid fucking ex i miss having someone find me attractive even tho im fat and chopped rn

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ok the hangxiety is kicking in and im feeling like i was being so annoying last night i literally cannot control my drinking when i go out like why do i need a drink in my hand at all times

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only relapsed a month ago but ive been in a deficit every day since then and im still fucking FATTTTT WHYYYYYYY like i need to see a change soon or Else

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@yearningforevr omg u look freaking adorable and i luv ur tattoos

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guys i wanna bc so bad but i have crippling paranoia abt irls finding this account even tho im p sure none of them are on here. mostly just bc my tattoos are rly recognizable and i cant be censoring my whole leg lmao

[cinco @buttabums]

i do not play about that toilet being closed when flushing

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at least if i order food i can count the cals exactly i fr hate making food now bc its so hard to track while cooking >_<

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feel like ordering taco bellllll save me taco bell

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this would save me rn fr

[seki ˖᯽ ݁˖ @sekitsuii]

butterscotch banana biscoff yogurt bowl ⊹ ࣪ ˖

293 cals 18.5g protein 1g fibre

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total count for yesterday….. 1700😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 thank god i went out dancing for like 3 hours idek how many cals that burned tho

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calculated my cals for yesterday bruh why did i consume 600 calories just from vodka alone lmao