Changing your habits is so hard. Trying to rewrite a narrative you’ve believed your entire life is so hard. Being consistent with something that doesn’t reap immediate rewards is so hard.
Strength and good vibrations to anyone doing the work. Whatever it looks like to you. 💓
the void doesn't get any easier year after year actually.. to go from complete whirlwind chaos on the holidays to extreme solitude. it def is a striking feeling each time.
always so emotional on tina the tummy's bday. my life really did start over that day & i feel like it hasn't stopped starting over since. the rebirths i've gone through in the last 6 years makes me feel like:
i miss the old kanye.. but i love you like kanye loves kanye.
it would've been 10 years today. so wild the direction my life has gone - but i'm extremely fortunate & grateful for all of it - the good, the bad, the beautiful & even the ugly.
one thing ab me is ima pay attention to every last little detail... cuz it's all in the details for me. it's almost unfair that it's a fb contest so it's really a numbers game but.. iiwii lol. pls vote: https://t.co/fwHQ0i9a9Q
def not how we expected fair day to be today - but remaining calm.... for the most part was vital. you can't tell looking at me & @DJRonnieV walking in the bg - but we were def worried af. just glad we're safe 🙏🏻
just realized that all the companies i've worked for & loved were bought out around my 4 year mark with them which is when i then had to find another company to love 🥲 i guess i just make them so successful they're profitable to others lolll being delulu to keep from being sad.
at the airport & saw a man walk by with a button up shirt (not t-shirt) that said "white. straight. republican male.. how else can i offend you?" & the guy behind him wore a shirt that said "ya'll need jesus - just love" & i couldn't help but laugh at the juxtaposition.
basically a dual resident of cali & texas at this point to where i'm confusing myself on which state i'm currently in lol. it's all starting to blend together & feel the same.