@f1lthyd06 I was told by my doctor to stop attempting to do somersalts so thats off the table. I have a pretty good horse impression though ive got like a 10/10 neigh
i genuinely feel like such a waste of resources and the aching thought of relieving myself from it all gets closer and closer every single day. having access to all i could need to go through with it makes it so hard to forget. it makes it so hard to take it off of my mind
these past few weeks have been so hard. its felt more and more like everything is crumbling around me and i want to give up so badly. I feel like an idiot for how long i tried, the comfort of giving up just seems to feel more and more gentle everyday.