Seriously considering giving up.
Feels like I'll never be someone ppl like and that genuinely hurts.
All I want is life is to have friends and to feel less alone.
Realized loves passed me by. So what's my purpose anymore.
Suffer alone until I can't anymore. That's it ig
Honestly my birthday is just a reminder that I'm not special or truly unique.
Very few care about me. At best I'm nothing more than something to use.
What's the point
Remember y'all I'm only 1 sub from goal ($5)
I know I can't film rn but please consider subbing.
It'll really help after surgery π«Ά
Other goal would be like $12 on cash apP
Welp day 2 has sucked ass.
12 weeks in this sling at least.
No more pics for awhile.
My entire left arm and pec is black and bruised.
Completely 100% labrum torn off the bone and anchors from old surgery.
100% torn bicep.
Shit sucks
I've become friends with my customers but they always understand I am married and do this for money. I'm not looking for a relationship or extra dick. I care about you if you genuinely care about me outside of my sexy body π