when i’m gone i want them to know i always wanted to come back
i know the damage i caused was irreparable
in this act i beg for your forgiveness
i’m sorry
maybe we will make more memories in the next life
i have actually ruined my life
i don’t even want to know how much of it is to blame on my mental illness or if i even have it to begin with
i haven’t changed
i did things to other people that i can’t undo (i didn’t kill anyone don’t worry)
i have no other way to ever be forgiven