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hai we're a system (duh)
im the host! an introject of carl grimes from twd
18+ , collectively he/it prns ꨄ︎
(rare) art , spam, rant account! + verrry multifandom
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just rambling here but i'm just #noticing how surviving an abusive childhood leaves you with disabilities that you can't see at first glance and jay suffered so much while working through his trauma via the whole whale ordeal that they also manifested physically in the end
Real as fuck oh my god, I know our last few interests we had some guys pop up that were introjects Thankfully with our latest interests we haven't had anyone new pop up! Only old ones revealing themselves.
I am going to fucking Kill my classmates tomorrow this is some actual ghetto bullshit (yes im an idiot who accidentally left her meds at school but thats not the Point)
i often miss ex friends. ive had many recurrent dreams imagining them around but also i have to remind myself how fucking awful they were to me. and that makes me forget any good . i also have bpd so that makes it much easier.
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I legit do not understand how people remove friends out their life, without the feeling of any guilt or regret, like were the memories of that person so insignificant to you? do you not have curiosity or need to socialise? like I get specific people with horrid motives but yk
also im shaking in rage and have been all day but hey at least i get to hang out with friends soon and thatll maybe chill me out. then i can go home and vent my frustrations in art and or animation
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children aren't forgiving, they are surviving.
if anyone is being abused by someone they know they can't survive without, they always cleave to them.
also, the storage of long term memory for children is barely there so all they know is the abuse.
so, they placate.