Something to keep in mind about healing: you’re not healing to be able to handle more trauma. You’re already used to that.
You’re healing to be able to handle joy.
No person is 100% healed, because healing isn't linear. We go backwards & forwards & sometimes we're all over the place; but that's the process. Also, please don't think you need to be 100% healed to deserve love & good things in life. You deserve everything good coming your way.