yuzu

account to post thoughts i would dislike to post on my real account.

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

Sometimes when I imagine eating really good food I get really sad and cry and I don't know why. Nothing else really makes me cry but imagining eating some good chicken wings or salad rolls makes me emotional. This is a disorder thing right?

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

Things are never and have never been good. Stuff just gets so much worse that the past seems better by comparison.

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

I fucked it all up. Thing's are going to be bad for several people because of me. Including myself thankfully, I would hate only to cause harm to others.

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

"never trust how you feel about your life past 9PM"
Sorry sonic, but it's really the only time I think clearly. This is the reality, not what I think during the day. Only at night can I see everything as it is.

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

@yeoniazs I've already got blades, sort of just a waste of candy at that point.

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

@kozakanapcpc I suggest sleeping then. It's like sleeping forever except temporary

[bunnιe 𝟅𝟈 @bunnywithcuts]

how i feel when i sanitise my blade before fucking up my thighs

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

@ElliotP1zzaGuy https://t.co/O0kyhybtKC

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

I'm worthless and I like it that way. Being something with any worth at all is so much pressure. Everyone who thinks I'm something has such expectations for me, it's a comfort knowing I was never going to do anything and cant meet them. Takes the edge off.

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

I think I like yuzu better than whatever I am usually. Freedom to speak aside, acting as yuzu is acting as someone with almost no internet presence. Someone with nothing to lose.
My main personality, it's one with history and maintenance costs. It must be kept up. Yuzu? Nothing.

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

Yuzu. "Me". Though an anonymous me. One who speaks like I don't. This is not my main account. This is not my main personality. This is not my main life. Just a place to put the peices that fit in better here.
I wish I could be yuzu.
I wish this could be me all the time.

[riri @chainsawdollie]

what do u do if u genuinely have no passion for anything no will to live and no desire to improve ur life

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

Kill me kill me I can't do it myself please just let me randomly die

[bibby @SaintPibby]

Daily affirmations: I deserve nothing and need to be shot and killed

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

Everything is just a chore but I keep doing them and I don't really know why. I just want to sleep and be dead all the time but I keep doing things and involving myself deeper in life anyways. It's too late to back out now. I wish I had succeeded in killing myself.

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

Everything is just bad all the time forever.

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

All I want is to be something small and cute. It's a shame I'm so ugly, I would really try to hide my face more in real life if that wouldn't just draw more attention to it. All I want is to wear a mask all the time, I wish that was acceptable.

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

This account is such a nice little safe corner to talk about things I couldn't otherwise post about or say in real life.
Not to give away who I am, but I'm somewhat of a "figure". One of whom specific things are expected of. It's nice escaping that.

[yuzu @thatonehahahaha]

@cantsurv1ve For some reason I thought this said "what age does everyone want to be by the end of the year" and was so confused haha