xo

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happy stupid new year

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it’s just unfair

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they don’t have to be scared, they don’t get to feel that

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he doesn’t have to deal with the physicality of someone stopping them or hitting them out of anger

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ive been saying this for years and im so fucking angry that it can finally end bc he wants to

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all of a sudden it’s blank im unhappy when im with you???

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caught him texting another girl the other day, nothing at this point surprises me anymore

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let me leave

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ive cried, on my knees wanting him to just leave

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ive been kicked, punched, slapped, anything you can think of — I’ve begged for years

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it’s not fair how he chooses when it ends

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it’s not fair