@Santii_reneee That’s another issue I’d like to resolve. In the morning I’m like “I can do so many things today!” But then I smoke too much on most days and I’m like “nevermind I’ll sleep” 😩
Ive been thinking about slowly quitting smoking and journaling my experience before during and after because I think my smoking tons is really effecting my mood
So my girlfriend was mad at people online and told me to “fucking quit it” and also called me annoying. I know she doesn’t mean it, and she doesn’t ever act like that, but it gave me real bad PTSD that I wasnt expecting and had a crying fit in our bathroom.
@Astrofyre I switched to my anon account to discuss this with you because I cant on my regular account (Future counselor) but I have to smoke in the mornings to be hungry. Do you have a similar fix?
Had our first Christmas party last night, and now we are on our way to my girlfriend’s parents house for their Christmas. We are jamming in the car to Christmas music and I love it.
And I don’t wanna talk to my best friend about it because she’s the only single friend left and I feel bad sometimes... I tell her she doesn’t need a boyfriend but she feels pressured and I feel like that would make it worse.