@revoltingzombie i promise you definitely can find more people more friends to talk to about like everything i know its really hard to make friends especially finding people who give you the same energy but its definitely possible and this guy is never gonna be what you need im sorry to say
@revoltingzombie i think he just likes the attention you give him no matter if he says its "not enough" hes still holding onto how he felt in the beginning (like how you are too) and letting that warp his perception of you he doesnt seem to grasp you are a person with just as many feelings as him
ive actually been maintaining 120 which is better than gaining 5-7lb back but i need to lose 5lb desperately i miss feeling confident in myself i miss taking nudes for my bf and not having to retake it 83 times
also i have been attempting recovery for the past few months. i understand its not linear i understand no one recovers immediately i understand recovery isnt the same for everyone. but this IS harmful for everyone