rome

twenty-four

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me

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debuting new scars every summer to my family

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cutting myself becoming a nightly ritual rather than a reaction to something i hate being twenty three

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it’s just an unhealthy coping mechanism that i never grew out of

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*seven pounds in 17 days

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lost like 5 pounds in two weeks we are so back unfortunately

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dr robby eating disorder go

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genuinely the pitt and dr robby depression/suicide is triggering me so bad like why am i a middle aged man let’s all just kill ourselves ig

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i started cutting myself regularly again… i will always just be who i was at 15 time is a circle

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been really into the feeling of fresh cuts rubbing against my jeans lately

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never been this depressed since maybe college not eating is actually easy again

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starving myself feels sooo sophomore year of college

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i need to look like connor storrie

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is this a safe space….. i’m back

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making plans to become skinny when its failed over and over again but maybe it’s my destiny

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just remembered when i was skinnier💔

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thinking

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ate sm cereal im gonna throw up

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my high school psych teacher once teased me about having arm fat and i think about it literally every other day

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i love to sit and ponder

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now that i unintentionally lost weight on vacation i’m freaking the fuck out trying not to gain it back and use it as motivation to lose more