That position, you will break like a cooked chicken😂😂. With that being said, whatever you’re facing in this life just believe in yourself and pray to God/Allah and strategize o, also put in the work and watch how things will unfold. It might take time but definitely, e go sup!
The ability to keep calm when so many things are going wrong is a skill that you have to teach yourself, it is one you develop and mask with a tough skin. So many people look alright on the outside and you will truly be wishing you were in their position but if you really were in