Lesson_learnt

Story of my life....

[Lesson_learnt @The_Tormented12]

Permit me to lay all my feelings here 🙏
Right now, I think it's the only thing that gets me going

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I fucked up

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Came back to check how long it's been since we last talked

Over 6 days
I'm so proud of myself

They say 21 days and you'll be good, hope I get there

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@_on__point Still battling from losing her

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@IamRedeemed170 @Wizarab10 She better stay away from him if she doesn't want to end up in his bed again

No amount of prayer will save her

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Im in so much pain rn
Still remember the first day I saw her

I should have just turned back

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I really need someone to talk to now

Sometime I feel so strong and proud of myself for ending things

Other times I drawn in regrets and I wish I never let her go.
How do I keep blaming my self for someone who treated me badly

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I seriously need to heal

My head is spinning
The memories are choking me
I loved this girl
I need to see her so badly

How she even doing?
Can believe I still care for someone that hurt me this much

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Day 4 without texting or calling her

Just laying on my bed beating every urge to ring her
Oh God, it's hard

Just a reminder never to love someone this much again

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How am I holding up so far?
Every time I feel like texting her, I remember how that night felt like

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So far
Today has been good
Aside when I woke up in the morning

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Fuuucckkk
I'm losing my mind
Why does it hurt so much

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Da
It's hard, you'll wake up and the first thing that crosses your mind is a woman you know wasn't right for you

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Jesus
I feel like dying

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Mumu me still trying to make excuses for her

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I didn't know heartbreak hurts this much

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So now I'll be able to advice my guys to walk away anytime they've been cheated on

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@stancool003 @99Majik I don do that one

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@stancool003 @99Majik Omo it hurts like hell
I know I'll be fine, but the pain is unbearable

[Lesson_learnt @The_Tormented12]

@Queenbless_0 @99Majik I know
But sometimes my mind spiral back to her
I can't control it

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I finally did it
I'm so proud I've ended things with a serial cheater.

But why am I still feeling like I'll go back begging.
Oh I miss her

[Lesson_learnt @The_Tormented12]

Girls and lies

you'll catch her, she'll still deny