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private account honestly gotta change a bit🪽
//24//cw:75kg//gw:60kg//hw:95kg//
if you know me irl, no you don’t. literally.

[angel🪽 @thebestsideof]

@M358196 @bunnyrrexia Is dbt hard? They told me is like a group “center” where you learn how to recognize your emotions and how to handle them and it scared the shit out of me

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Ok i just told them I can’t go with them tomorrow because im not feeling good. Which is true but not because im not feeling well physically. I did not lie tho… #edrtwt

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@M358196 @bunnyrrexia Shiiiit I understand I had to go to therapy for bpd but shit happened and now I’m stuck without a therapist for who knows how long. Damn. Wanna be moots?

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So my ex colleagues asked me to go eat sushi with them tomorrow and idk if I wanna go. I will probably eat nothing and waste their time, and I’m not even paying for myself, one of them is doing it so I’ll just waste their money. I HATE IT I DONT WANNA GO #edrtwt

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@M358196 @bunnyrrexia No like fr what do you mean we have bpd l we hate ourselves in multiple ways? Like… #wth?

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@M358196 @bunnyrrexia Ed and bpd helloooo

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@atlasfaraway So proud of you for starting this journey of recovery! I wish you all the best! Hugs 🫂

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449 cals eaten. I think I lost more weight but I’m too scared to go on the scale, honestly. I’m just gonna go tomorrow when I wake up fml #edrtwt

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@JessTheSkinny Idk but this is one of the most triggering ones I saw these past few days. makes me want to cry

[𓂃⟡ ݁ ꒰ Clover ꒱ ⸝⸝✦ ݁˖ @UnluckyCloverXx]

I WILL be noticeably thinner by the end of September
I WILL be noticeably thinner by the end of the September
I WILL be noticeably thinner by the end of the September
I WILL be noticeably thinner by the end of of September
I WILL be noticeably thinner by the end of September

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@x_Rose_Bunni_x Fuuuck yes but I ate like some m&ms and now I feel like I’m not THAT locked in. I need to change that ASAP

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@kittydevilx I am sooo far away

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@meowryugu GIVE ME THOSE MONEY

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Got up very early today and drank a ton of water. Gotta go back to my “disordered son” status of the family now. As if getting drunk wasn’t a problem itself. ANYWAYS #edrtwt

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@M358196 @pjjmoonchildd Yes I feel like I need to tell the young people here in edrtwt to recover because I went through this for my whole life but at the same time I feel like I understand why they are in this situation as well and I’m in no room to tell them what to do😭I feel so conflicted

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@avastillpees What is this😭I’m genuinely asking like why are we making diets for Charlie Kirk?

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@13be9ches I’ll make sure they’ll be loved and appreciated. No matter what. But it’s okay I’ll probably won’t have children. I’m a shed son so

[serozombie @serozombie]

"I weigh myself clothed" mf I be shaving to make that scale go down

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@pvtalstar One time I reached 3k! I didn’t gain, I just maintained. It’s okay to feel like it’s a lot, its how it works for our brain. He’s just trying to trick us. Please be kind to yourself, it’s not the end of the world okay? Drink water and a tea, everything will be fine❤️‍🩹🫶🏻

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@wideopenh3art Honestly I would say “existing” I’m SURROUNDED by food every single day. In Italy every place is a pizzeria or something to eat when you go out. Even if it’s a grocery store. I HATE IT