My son has a little girl in his class that is always mean to him. I witnessed someone tell him that she is mean because she likes him... I was quick to inform him that is absolutely NOT the way to treat someone you're fond of... why do we keep teaching kids this stuff. ππππ
1/2 I feel like the real side of mania that people dont talk about enough is the extremely poor, morally wrong decisions you make and then so easily justify. Stealing things for example. "Oh, it's only a couple bucks no one will care." In a normal mind set I would be horrified
2/2 but in a manic mind I will always justify it by saying that corporate America are evil crooks who pray on the impoverished people to scam them for everything they have.... WHY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS. ππππ
So I'm going up on my lithium just a bit more to see if that helps. If not we have to talk about a new med to help keep me balanced. I'm determined to stay positive π
The doctor says I'm having a mixed episode... I felt like everything was going so well and to hear that really hurt. I dont want to be like this anymore..
Todays my birthday. I really made it 25 years. I've come a long way and I'm so proud.
If you're reading this and you cant imagine seeing brighter days, keep your eyes open, They are coming for you β‘
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