She’s not special, either you made her special for yourself or you had no other options, no one is special these days.
No one ! If you look closely, you can see same personality and behaviors in different buddies every where.
I’ve seen beauty, kindness and caring in people who were called ugly, and I’ve also seen the Devil in the most angelic faces. Choose character, not beauty !
She doesn’t want a man who can’t live without her, she wants a man who’s living his best life, crushing his goals and can live without her, but choose not to !