Humans are fickle. They move on quick, even the ones you called ride or die.
So take care of yourself first. Your health, your peace, your mind. That’s the one investment that never leaves. That’s all you really have.
I’ve started appreciating days where nothing dramatic happens. no bad news, no stressful interactions, no overwhelming thoughts. just a normal, quiet day where everything is calm. those are the days that actually feel like rest.