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Odds raised,
Lights bent,
now I’m certain
‘cause
I already got you once at the end of a rainbow.
What’s the chance of that?
P.S.
BTW rainbow has no end, sorry you are now stuck with me, we’ll forever circle back to one another✌️
I guess this is the best time of the year to re-read Roquelaure’s the sleeping beauty quartet, I’ll read it to you.
While pretending I don’t know most of the lines I feign looking at the pages as my body stares at you intently and impatiently waits for you to look at this mouth.
it whispers to me;
“you can do them good,
you know it,
you can do them good,
you always know how,
you wanted it for so long,
now do them good”
how would they ever know the heaviness?
this darkness?
they haven’t live inside me?
then it hinted again;
“Die, so they will know.”
then again
I find us happy like before
and now more,
much more after,
you say the future is just what turns out when you want something else,
so you stayed.
Weird isn’t it, sayin you were stuck like a glorious ‘iloveyou’
I’m glad you still want us,
and now,
this
and all of it!
I think I’ve been stuck too, I do;
I did, hard!
and for 8long years
I learn to love the waiting and the mess of it,
it makes everything we do between eternities worthwhile,
All those bits, marks, pieces?
They are beautiful because they unfold, hinted and lead us to this,
to us.