ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢

unhappiness is peaking

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

I’ve fucked way worse monsters

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

I will never forgive you

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

time to accept the gangrene

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

the worst part is perceiving no guilt whatsoever in the face of the one who hurt me

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

I must confess I feel it is too late to save me from all the gloominess, anger and resentment I now carry with me

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

must pretend I don’t want to harm myself and others

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

how can I forget the wounds of the past if they always reverberate all over the present

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

losing my trust little by little

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

should I create a persona to dissociate myself from my actions, which have been poorly taken? should I pretend I’m a distant being, a secluded and elusive entity with no ties to my actual life?

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

being haunted by the ghosts of past pleasures

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

I always choose the same poison each day

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

trying to take less destructive routes for myself but not today

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

there’s always a little space for sorrow, I suppose

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

well what a pity

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

show me the abyss

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

pink flamingos (1972)

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

I wanna have a soft love that can treat me gently but also raw me hard like a devilish monster

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

I'm unhappy because my life isn't a gothic romance written by a sad author who died young in the victorian era

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

fantasizing about having the chains from his pants wrapped around my neck

[ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 @thecreature2001]

I may not be the hottest person in town but I sure am the hottest creature in the sewer