V. Drunk thoughts
Brian’s father being an alcoholic practically taught him to, but he thought it as “ at least the guilt goes away “ , Brian is very touchy when drunk ( with content ) but mostly to men because his brain would unravel into no further guilt, alcohol was safe to him
IV. My brain is ill.
Though even he stopped believing in god, he still had guilt that his parents would hate him. But the hatred for his parents grew in the summer , as he went missing, but no one filed a missing report, not even his father , like he didn’t exist.
daily affirmations
SOMEDAY YOU WILL ACHE LIKE I ACHE
SOMEDAY YOU WILL ACHE LIKE I ACHE
SOMEDAY YOU WILL ACHE LIKE I ACHE
SOMEDAY YOU WILL ACHE LIKE I ACHE
SOMEDAY YOU WILL ACHE LIKE I ACHE
@TimTamWright I don’t care tim. I don’t care about how my life would be “better” I don’t care at all. I’m pretty sure I would still turn into hoodie if I didn’t meet you. Tim, I would rather risk my life just to be with you.