I’m gonna be so transparent… growing up without a father sucks but having a brother who steps up and takes on that roll is a different kind of love. I never realized it until now but I hold a special place in my heart for my brother.
I honestly cannot stress this enough but please start living & enjoying your life. Your life is passing by daily and all you’re doing is working, paying bills, & overthinking stuff you can't change. Start taking trips and treating yourself. Have fun with this life. You only get 1
My red flag is that if you don't talk to me, I won't talk to you either. But not because I don't want to talk to you, but because I think if you don't want to talk to me, I should give you space so I don't bother you