soyez jamais pote avec moi jsuis trop nul j’ai rien d’intéressant, je pense toujours négativement, jsuis en dépression et j’ai envie de mourir tous les jours
nobody talks about how weird it is being kinda suicidal. it’s not like you plan on doing it but everything just feels heavy and exhausting and you wouldn’t mind if something happened but on the other hand you can’t go because you have pets and loved ones.
i think the saddest part about growing up is realizing nobody is coming to save you. The version of you that’s exhausted, scared, and overwhelmed still has to wake up and keep going tomorrow.