I think ultimately you become whoever would have saved you that time no one did.
I ask god to send a swordsman / and god says 'look at your hands'.
Sometimes I really believe it, that I am going to save my life a little.
I was turning numb.
What happened to me didn't seem to matter. Sometimes I felt angry, but most of the time I felt nothing; I'd never felt so much nothing before.
Come back after ages... this is the first thing I see on timeline and then I want to just keep watching it on loop, coz suppp you are too much much good with this🤌🏻❤️🔥 no kidding