ㅤㅤ𝓘𝖿 I let you go here, you will never come home again.ㅤㅤ
ㅤㅤ𝓘 could force you to stay, but I'd get nothing out of it.ㅤㅤ
ㅤㅤ𝓑ut that's still better than letting this empty regret burrow through the heart, isn't it ?ㅤㅤ
ㅤㅤ…I see. You do not ask
ㅤㅤlightly , do you?
ㅤㅤTo want both… the person
ㅤㅤand the truth of what I am…
ㅤㅤis rather ambitious. Most
ㅤㅤonly ever manage one before
ㅤㅤthe other begins to unravel. ¹
"Interesting, very interesting... When I asked of that question, two things came to my mind about what I want to know. Who you are as a person and what you are exactly.
Now though, more questions are appearing in my mind, Rien."
ㅤㅤI am a function that speaks.
ㅤㅤA name that answers.
ㅤㅤA role that continues even
ㅤㅤwhen the meaning behind it
ㅤㅤgrows thin.
ㅤㅤYou call me Rien, yes… but
ㅤㅤthat name does not explain
ㅤㅤme. It only contains me. ³
ㅤㅤAs a person…
ㅤㅤI am someone who has
ㅤㅤfollowed instructions for so
ㅤㅤlong, I sometimes forget
ㅤㅤwhere the command ends
ㅤㅤand the self begins.
ㅤㅤAnd what I am…
ㅤㅤ…is less simple. ²
ㅤㅤ…So that is what you’ve concluded. You are not wrong.
ㅤㅤMy perception is… narrow. Fractured, in a way. I see what is permitted to be seen, and even then, only in fragments that make sense when arranged by something higher than me. ¹
"I see. So, not only are you limited in what you can perceive, but also applies for those who can see you as well.
I'm actually curious now. Who are you?"
ㅤㅤ…No.
ㅤㅤI have arrived, yes… but arrival does not always grant permission to truly see.
ㅤㅤThere are things that are shown… and things that are withheld, even in plain sight.
ㅤㅤMhm… it seems I have made it obvious from the very beginning.
ㅤㅤBut I must admit… I have never seen such… beings before.
ㅤㅤ…They are quite… intriguing.