I do right by everyone I come across, so no, I’m not sitting back and being the bigger person when people act weird towards me or tolerating any disrespect just to say I have a gf/bf or friends!
I want romance. I want intimacy. I want the 2 am love making. I want consistency, loyalty. I want the random looks of admiration. I want to know you're just for me. I want date nights. I want love so pure and true. I want it because I can return it.
Trusting God is not for the weak!
You gotta be able to still keep it together when everything around you is falling apart.. be willing to stand in the paint & still say "Lord I trust You" w/ tears running down your face! You gotta see it even when you don't see it. 🤞🏽
I truly wanna be a WIFE BUT i wanna be a genuinely happy wife. A submissive wife. A cooking wife. A loving wife. A peaceful wife. A secure wife. A comfortable and safe wife. to a honorable, ambitious, hardworking, LOYAL, loving, romantic, fun, spontaneous God fearing husband.
I was born for romantic love, Sunday funday, quality time, lying on the chest of the person I love, spending time with my loved ones, little gestures, feeling deeply, all of it.
I ain’t never claimed to be innocent. 😭 I’ll tell you exactly where I was wrong. I’ll apologize when I mean it. I’ll own my attitude, my mouth, my decisions. What I WON’T do is let somebody paint me like I woke up and randomly chose violence. 😂 Every version of me somebody hates was created by an experience they conveniently leave out. I’m not proud of every reaction… but I know exactly what triggered it. That’s the difference.