Anyone else have a significant other with an animal that you just absolutely fucking hate but there’s nothing you can do about it because it’s your bf/gf’s ?
I am afraid for him as his mother, I am afraid of him as a human being, I am just truly in a complete state of shock and have no idea how to even begin processing this information.
So on top of requiring the EXIT procedure, I’ve been told my baby will need extensive brain surgery as soon as he’s born, a shunt placed, his face/lip fixed and even after it is all said and don’t they have no idea if he will ever walk, talk, see or even breathe on his own.. lord
Crew never stood a chance and there is absolutely nothing that can be done at this point. This week I have been offered every resource in the world including termination. (Which I would have to go to Maryland at this far along). I am consumed by fear for this baby boy..
So we have 2 full days of testing at Cincinnati children’s on the 7th and 8th.. followed by our care team meeting. Then we will have an idea of what is going on with our crew boy💙
We found out that our baby has some things wrong. I know it’s so selfish but I keep feeling bad for myself.. when I know I should be feeling bad for him.