Act now. Do not wait to feel motivated or confident. Pick one small action that the person you want to become would do. Do it even if you feel nothing. Notice what your brain starts telling you about yourself afterward. The feeling shows up after the action, not before. Motivation and confidence follow your behaviour. You stop being stuck waiting to "feel ready". You become the person who simply does the thing.
@SharmaUnbound Exactly. I am out of here. It has left a sour taste in my mouth. All that effort. Even if not for the monetisation, the high handed behaviour of "guilty until proven innocent" is totally not on.