thatswhatshesaid

painting myself happy in blue

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

so for now it’s just me
and maybe that’s what all I need

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

NO MATTER WHAT I DO THIS SADNESS NEVER GOES AWAY

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

my baby lives in shades of blue
blue eyes and jazz and attitude
#shadesofcool

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

i don’t even know what he is to me at this point. not mine, not nothing either. Just… somewhere in between, and somehow that feels the hardest.

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

no matter how far i go
his blue eyes still find a way to make me feel small again

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

i’m just girl with her unhealed mommy issues

[The Yeezy Archive @TheYeezyArchive]

Kanye West - No Mistakes (2018)

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

i already hate everything. i can’t afford to have anymore hate in my head. my head is at my capacity.

[zi ling @onedarkhorse_]

how it feels knowing i cant lose nobody because nobody is mine

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

she hates that she cries when she’s all by herself and she’s always all by herself

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

i’m gifted at doing worst to me

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

my soul yearns

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

how antidépressants are supposed to work for an empty mind

[Natural Philosophy @Naturalphilosy]

"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself."

— Franz Kafka

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

someone told me to stop listening to Lana Del Rey.
if she scares you, imagine my thoughts.
when love hurts, it feels real. when it’s peaceful, it feels suspicious.

[randhyS @randySaput_]

it’s so suffocating

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

every emotion is painted in shades of blue. hope, pain, and the quiet beauty of the heart.
#3rdbookof2026

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

when they try to manipulate me but i listen to Jeff Buckley and Radiohead is my top 3 artist in spotify. so I’m way more worseeee

[thatswhatshesaid @theogsushmita]

त्यही छ घाम त्यही छ जुन पनि
हुँदा आउछु तिमीलाई किरण बनी छर्ननी
साची दिये माया साचएरै राखुला
#purnarai