@kingtolley@welovesweetboy_@TedBowe Sure but the og comment was that Alamo wasn’t a man of principle. Which he wasn’t. Even the way he killed Rue was not honourable.
@astr0l0gyjunk Libra moon & was single for almost 7 yrs prior to my current relationship.
But I had lovers/flirtatious relationships with certain gentleman friends throughout that time.
Usually by that point your attachment to her will be more about who she is than her looks but I think it's ok to express how you feel to her if it becomes an issue. And if you're just not able to deal with it you can leave. Unless you're married. At that point the superficial things shouldn't matter. You should be in it for the long haul till you're old ugly and decrepit.
I'm the same. I'm very sentimental. I do not feel shame nor am I afraid of vulnerability. But I've learned it's important to pay attention when the next person consistently shows you lack of reciprocity. As a person with depth you will be fundamentally unhappy in shallow waters and you are doing yourself a disservice by overstaying in those situations. I lingered for far too long in limerance with half assed lovers. It was when I completely released everyone who couldn't meet me where I was that I met my current boyfriend. We clicked instantly and he pursued me in a way I've never been pursued. He's incredibly attentive and expressive. There isn't a single emotional, spiritual, or physical need he does not meet for me.
Yes it's rare to find but you have to make space for it.
Nothing should trigger you. Receive every insult, criticism, reflection with grace. Love yourself enough to recognize what is true, and then integrate the truth, and let any falsehood fall away as projection. You are whole and nothing can remove you from wholeness. But you have a responsibility to yourself, to your loved ones, and to the world to rise. When I tweet with daggers it is because I love you and want to see you rise.
If I didn't feel guilt I'd sleep easy. If I could forgive myself I'd sleep easy.
If I wasn't ugly I'd sleep easy. If I could accept my ugly I'd sleep easy.
I don't sleep anymore. I'm restless to the core. I miss my baby blue, my wicked Wayne- my bane. I'm trying to look forward. I wanna sleep easy with my new piece. I pray the ghosts of my past will soon release me.
He loves me and all he wants to do is please me. All he wants to do is please me.
He doesn't care that I'm so heavy. He's taking my chains and breaking me free, slowly. It's holy.