@perisceris I was also far more interested in girls that looked comfortable, and I didn’t realize I was projecting that desired to be a comfy girl at the tine
@perisceris Yeah, I definitely felt that growing up. I always felt conflicted between the “am I attracted to her or do I wanna be her” but couldn’t really articulate why. I also always felt like my attraction was predatory so most of those feelings ended up being repressed for years lol