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✖️sad lad ✖️ 🔞 ✖️

[🪦R @therem_ains]

I’m really grateful to @michaelsheen , @neilhimself , and @GoodOmensPrime for representing Aziraphale’s body as “soft”. I’m also “soft” & it makes me feel unloveable. But to see a beanpole like Crowley adore Aziraphale so deeply gives me hope that being “soft” is a good omen 💜.

[🪦R @therem_ains]

#PokemonScarletViolet #NintendoSwitch

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#AnimalCrossing #ACNH #NintendoSwitch

[🪦R @therem_ains]

#AnimalCrossing #ACNH #NintendoSwitch

[🪦R @therem_ains]

#AnimalCrossing #ACNH #NintendoSwitch

[🪦R @therem_ains]

#AnimalCrossing #ACNH #NintendoSwitch

[🪦R @therem_ains]

#AnimalCrossing #ACNH #NintendoSwitch

[🪦R @therem_ains]

#AnimalCrossing #ACNH #NintendoSwitch

[🪦R @therem_ains]

I wonder what it’d be like to be loved, sincerely, wholeheartedly, with no strings attached for a day.

[🪦R @therem_ains]

I’m tired.

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Is there anyone who feels this empty who isn’t already dead?

[🪦R @therem_ains]

I can’t be happy in a conventional way. Meds don’t make me “happy”. Only sedated. If I ever stop taking my meds I’ll for sure commit suicide because I have no middle ground. Pills or Death: my only options in life.

[🪦R @therem_ains]

I don’t know why I can’t get basic satisfaction out of anything. Everything is just a thing that gets done. I don’t feel like I’ve accomplished anything. I don’t feel anything. — I feel empty and depressed but that’s typical for me.

[🪦R @therem_ains]

I don’t know what I want or need though. “Getting through the day” can’t be enough. I get up and get dressed. Im trying to stay proactive but I’m still so empty.

[🪦R @therem_ains]

I want help. Or something. I feel empty. How have I don’t this bullshit for 28 years? I’m tired.

[dez @DesiraeSalmark]

💖 ☀️ magical girl espeon

[mel | ANYC prep @meltyimp]

🩸 𝕹𝖆𝖉𝖏𝖆 𝖔𝖋 𝕬𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖕𝖆𝖝𝖔𝖘 🩸

[Mazzlebee 🌷🐛 ࿔*:･ @Mazzlebee]

buppies 🥺

[🪦R @therem_ains]

Screaming into this Twitter void. All I want is help. I want help. I need help. I keep trying I swear I do. I’m going to keep trying to find a counselor or a therapist but I know it’s all only patches. Which is what’s the worst. It’s all fleeting.