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just a piece of trash that whines about his life.

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well fuck me then.. turns out msgr hasn't been working all week.. 😞

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ah yes.. being invisible.. what a grand feeling. guess I never really mattered to anyone.

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anxiety levels are real high this morning..

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First time in eight years we're together as a family for Mother's Day 👌🏻🍻❤️

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atleast I found the Rye that's been hidden. 👌🏻

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ugh. 😒

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someone wanna come be a big spoon tonight? I can offer cookies, ice cream and weed..

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@emWOAH I'll be fine; can't find it so it's just me and my thoughts tonight. 👌🏻

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on the hunt for the notorious bottle of rye everyone has told me about but I haven't seen.. gonna drink it until I forget my name.

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@lionfacesam Do you even have to ask? Lol

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@lionfacesam Omfg right?!

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drinking wine alone cause that's where my life is going..

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"I love the thought of being with you.. or maybe it's the though of not being so alone. Man, I really love being loved but I also really love not crying on the phone." 🎤

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Wow.. Spent 1 1/2 hours in town and already I almost get into a fight.. Forgot ppl fuckin hate me. guess I cry myself to sleep alone tonight.

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having a really intense conversation with my mum about the Lore and History of the Fallout universe. she then tells me this is a conversation for "you and your friends" jokes on her; I have no friends lol

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so no one wants to chill cause I don't have weed and they think that's all I wanna do.. guess I'm siting in my room alone this evening.

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funny how I felt like everything was falling into place yet here I am; falling apart.

someone hold me..

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everytime I sit in an airport looking at the ppl I'm sharing a plane with, only one thought crossed my mind; these are my potential survival partners..
Today; we are doomed.. (Old grumpy business men and apparently a troupe of posh models)

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@lionfacesam Lol had one a few weeks back while on scoobs lmao was a grand time. Also made a blanket fort and chilled haha

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now that the room is empty and it's my last night.. I wish I wasn't spending it alone.