nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between “things will get better” and “i can’t handle this anymore.” it’s like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day
Last December, my aunty asked me when I’m getting married and my dad replied her with, “Which of your married daughters are doing better than her?”
The way my mouth fell open, 😭😭😭
😭 SELAGI SEMUA HUTANG VET TAK SETTLE, SAYA TAK DI BENAR KAN SEND NEW RESCUE CASE ATAU BAWAK ANAK2 SAYA YANG SAKIT KE VET 😭
Salam isnin korg.
Sy mtk maaf sy buat lagi fundraising thread.
Kali ni dlm thread yg sama, sy combine semua kes yg masih berhutang kat vet.
Sy mtk korg faham, sy xde issue dgn vets.
Semua vets yg terlibat dah byk sgt2 tlg rescue cases sy dlm beberapa tahun ni in my rescue works.
Tp kite kena faham, kite tak boleh buat vet terbeban dgn kes2 kite.
Kite tau selagi tak kiamat, selagi tu lah our animals perlu kan kite.
Selagi tak kiamat, selagi tu lah sy masih nak terus kan perjuangan utk membela nasib anak2 jalanan.
I have nothing to contribute to the world, only saving the strays.
As long as i live, sy push to the max kudrat saya, sisa2 tenaga yg Allah pinjam kan sy guna sepenuh nye untuk selamat kan kucing and anjing jalanan.
Sy bukan lah big scale rescuer, tak ramai followers, tak femes.
Ape yg sy ada cuma sekeping hati yg terlalu fragile utk membiar kan anak2 jalanan suffer.
Sy kerah tenaga sy, i make time, i crack my head, i cry to sleep, i forget my meal, i ignore my pain - just to save them.
I have so much love to give to our stray animals, but sadly, to be realistic, love only cant save them, love only cant pay their bills.
Currently, sy ada 44 rescue cats at home.
Sy ada 11 rescue dogs at shelter/boarding house.
44 cats at home including 2 FIP, 1 FIV, 1 paralyzed, 1 CKD last stage, 2 positive FCoV, 1 haws syndrome, 1 megacolon with kidney stone, a few skinny cats due to stress-related illness, 2 with severe respiratory disorder, a few with gut upset issue, a few asthmatic cats, 3 sick young kittens. Byg kan betapa ramai nye yg ada condition and sakit. Tapi selagi tak settle semua hutang, none of them can go to the vet. Bukan vet ckp tak blh send, tp kena byr terus on the service day. Which sy xde duit nak byr terus. Selalu mtk bill and post for fundraising, dpt funds then baru byr.
My salary alone has never been enough.
I started my rescue work back in 2020, during the MCO.
At first, i used only my own money to the point that i even sold my jewellery just to feed and treat the strays.
When i had nothing left to sell, i learned to do fundraising in 2023.
Since then, I’ve been doing it nonstop, trying my best to keep every rescued soul safe.
Now, the only thing i still own is my car, the same car i use to carry all the stray cats and sometimes even the dogs too.
Kite tau kite tak dpt nak selamat kan semua.
But doesn't mean we stop trying.
Sy yakin, kite masih boleh bantu anak2 jalanan kite.
Sy mtk maaf buat karangan pjg2.
Cuma sedikit cebisan rasa hati.
Sy harap korg boleh go thru thread ni thoroughly.
Sy akan share kan each of the case ye.
Sy sgt2 berharap, korg dpt bantu sy settle kan hutang anak2 rescue sy sblm hari surgery sy. Sy tak tau la sy hidup lagi ke tak lps surgery tu 😔