It took me some time, But I finally understand what really triggers me. Disrespect. I'm naturally chill, fun, and easy to connect with. I can vibe with just about anyone. But the moment I feel disrespected, something in me shifts. My peace disappears, my patience runs thin, and that soft version of me sharpens fast. I'm a good person. I'm kind, genuine, understanding, and I lead with love. That's exactly why disrespect cuts so deep because I know how much grace I give before I ever reach my limit.
Sometimes I really wonder what it is about me that makes people struggle to love me right. I show up, I care, I try, I give grace. And somehow, I still end up feeling like I’m asking for too much.
I finally understood why God wanted us to put Him first, people will let you down in ways that remind you why your faith should never rest entirely on humans.