Thiban Evah 🇿🇦

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[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

I can't drink milk or eat anything with dairy in it without remembering how much suffering Cows go through for us to have milk. Their breasts getting sucked on by machines day and night while they are separated from their calves 💔 These poor peaceful beautiful gentle giants😢

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

"Sex work is work"

Have the whores and bastards told you that they prostitute your soul when you refuse to prostite your body?
I doubt

And the "respectful churches" which are facilitators...

Years of torment...

Le ntlwaetse Masepa!
Le tlo bona marago a "Mmamoruti" daylight!

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

Before you prostitute my soul... Atleast get my latest pictures....

The way I look now, you need to give your clients their refund!

You whores and bastards!

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

Trying to get rid of sun burn on my face, sagging stomach, stretchmarks and a sagging bum.

My youth is so gone 😔

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

This morning I woke up feeling depressed about my stomach, took a picture and I'm seeing no improvement. Post partum stomach belt isn't helping 😔

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

Even while heavily pregnant and being a new mother, these sick bastards and whores have been tormenting me....

Who the fuck lied to you people that I have a solution to your problems?

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

Maybe someone lied to people that I have some sort of solution for their problems.

I'm also looking for a solution to my own problems.

If you find the solution to your problems let me know where you find help. I will do the same!

Until then, stop bothering me, I have burdens 2

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

Instead of gathering in churches, seeing Sangomas or whatever healers... most of you need to see Social workers, Psychiatrists and Psychologists.

I have my own problems to deal with! I have burdens as well!
Leave me out of your problems!!

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

Your happiness and validation in life cannot depend on me being miserable and brocken hearted, proving you are better than me or proving you have this and that which I don't have.

Leave me out of mental illnesses!

There's Psychiatrist and Psychologists!

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

And NO I'm not a strong person emotionally, physically or psychologically etc....

I'm a human being born of a Mother and a Father just like you.

I am dealing with my own pains and scars.

There's nothing special or unique about your problems.

I have problems as well....

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

Until I die I have a life to live.

You also have a live to live.

I can't live my life through you and you can't live your life through me.

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

Be it churches, Polical parties, Sangomas, Spiritual healers, and etc... I have accepted that no one can help me with my spiritual problems.

Stop trying to validate your spirituality through me.

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

Are people that unhappy in their families, relationships and marriages that they need me to cry and be depressed about not having friends and a boyfriend?
I'm facing burdens and raising my child....
Live your miserable lives!
Stop trying to validate your misery through me.

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

It takes a very long time to accept that a relationship is over when you're heavily pregnant and when there's a child 😒
When you finally accept, a person wants to make your difficult.

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

I have no solutions to my problems.

My life is a serious mess!

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

My own spiritual problems are too much to much for me. What makes another person think they are special enough to burden me with theirs.

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

Pila pila ke irilwe setlotlwane.

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

I'm done deactivating my social media accounts because of suffering, humiliation and trauma.
Better I die than to continue to suffer.

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

Dear God what do these people want from me?
Can you please remove whatever it is which they want from me and give to them.
I'm begging you!

[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

You can't keep making things sleep with me and my child to force me to participate in your activities. Keeping me poor so you can control where I go and when I can go so you can send me and use me.

I'm tired of suffering!
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[Thiban Evah 🇿🇦 @thibanmak]

... or followed up on it.
What do political parties, government and their churches want from me?
Forcefully and without my consent revolving their activities around me.

I'm tired of suffering in Silence.