belle 🤍

bitch

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

I can’t tell if my doubts are relationship anxiety/relationship OCD, or if it’s just my gut telling me that the relationship just isn’t right

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

I feel like moving in together with my bf is the beginning of the end of our relationship….

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

He can fuck right off. Clearly having his attention for 15 minutes is too much. I am going to be selfish and just focus on me, fuck his stupid schedule

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

Fuck my stupid bf

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

If he’s going to call me a child, I’m going to act like one. I’m not putting out until the New Year, and I’m going to be cold and distant from now on

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

this is time crucial, PLEASE I NEED ADVICE

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

help my boyfriend is ruining my college graduation, what do I do?!? I really really don’t want to look back on today and just think of our fight, I want to enjoy today and he is fucking ruining it HELP I NEED ADVICE PLEASE

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

reached out to a therapist bc I cannot keep living with these thoughts stuck in my head

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

I literally don’t know what to do with my life… I am changing careers but I don’t know what I’m changing it to… I’ve just emailed a guidance counsellor because I really just don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I will literally pay €1000 if they can help me

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

me

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

I think I’m losing weight with all my walking for my new job but I’m not gonna weigh myself until Monday bc I don’t want to get my hopes up

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

I feel like SUCH a horrible person for wishing for a lockdown… but I really do wish the country would go into lockdown…

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

is it bad that i am lowkey wishing for a lockdown in my country for Christmas? it would make me very happy, I know that’s shit to say but it’s true

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

also I just want to have time to focus on myself and my aspirations and I really can’t do that while working a full time job. plus I know I had 6 weeks off in between jobs but that really was not enough for me to get past the trauma of nursing

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

as per my horoscope, I have power in thinking and creativity today. guess that’s why I feel like I want to write a book, sing, read, and why I ordered a book online today lol

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

ok if I’m bad at this job IT’S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

fuck fuck fuck I hate anxiety

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

literally the last thing I want to do on the planet is start my new job tomorrow

[belle 🤍 @thiinIbs]

y’all don’t understand the PAIN of your mother weighing less than you do